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其实，我累了.­

其实，一直没有人能够懂我，我习惯了假装坚强，习惯了一个人面对所有....­

我不知道自己到底想怎样­

有时候­

我可以很开心的和每个人说话，可以很放肆的.­

可是没有人知道那不过是伪装，很刻意的伪装­

我可以让自己很快乐很快乐­

可是却找不到快乐的源泉，只会让自己傻笑­

不习惯把事跟很多人说，因为我不习惯别人用可怜的眼光看我­

其实，我很珍惜身边的人，只是生活的压力让我善于遗忘，把那些记忆通通遗忘­

我以为遗忘可以让自己快乐起来...­

可我感觉到的却是更多的寂寞­

黑夜来袭，周围的空气很躁.....­

一个人爬在窗前，对着窗外的人群发呆.....­

也不知道自己在想什么..­想很多很多，想到头痛，想到心痛。

怀念过去？仅此而已..­？

其实我很累了，真的想放下所有...­

何时发现我不 在爱写日记，即使心里有好多事，我也宁愿憋在心里，不是我不愿说，而是我疲惫了...­

挂了FB 却不上线­

挂了FB 却不聊天­

只是反复着打开空间，关闭空间..­.

何时­

我不再喜欢追逐打闹，却很想和以前一样活蹦乱跳­

何时­

我沉默的不再爱说话.却很想找个知心朋友向她倾诉所有...

我喜欢在很静很静的黑夜，又害怕静静的黑夜。关了灯让寂寞把我包裹，却又害怕黑暗...­

我也会偶而想和朋友聚聚..­.

或开心­

或失望

我也会偶尔找寻发泄的方法­

或有效­

或更伤­

偶而也会寂寞的拿起手机翻开通信录，一遍一遍的......却不知道该打给谁......

当自己无助的时候，会想到，该怎么办 到底怎么办，去和朋友说？

又能和谁说。

亲爱的自己、醒醒吧。学会去承受。学会去面对现实吧.

Enjoy

fuiyohhhhh~

Yesterday go Hok Lok pasar malam and Look Out Point

A Fun Trip XD

We Eat Eat Eat

We Drink Drink Drink

We Walk Walk Walk

because of that was very squeeze and crowded

we keep move forward non stop

we just walk as fast as we can by lie up a row

squeeze inside the ppl btw ppl

That was fun XD

This was my housemate's friend idea!

His named as ah Keong so what he do also very "keong" one XD

and without him, we can't reached our destination also

after HokLok, we go Look Out Point

The view of whole KL

One word to describe it "SPETACULAR"!!

but the destination is high enough

It is a hill

although we were by car but we still need to walk also

The staircase......TIRED>.<

but worth it!

and housemate's friend's mum cooking is BEST!

after we back from Look Out Point

we enjoy his mum cook

super nice

chao la la & huang jiu ji

I love her mum much!

The dishes really nice~

Like Like Like XD

crazy wif siao zha bor<3

7人行 XD

Specially for U, FRIENDS! Thanks Friends!♥

9th June......A special day for Loh's family

A girl is born on that day

Seriously, that girl is the most happiness girl in the world!!

Her friends.....

Whatever what she had do wrong, THEY....still always care her beside her support her!

She really feel touch because of her lovely caring sanpat crazy friends!

She really appreciate what her friends done for her!

*1st Surprise...Thanks family/relatives - 22nd May @Pelangi Sport Cafe

It was supposed celebrate for her dear twin cousin's 21st birthday!

but the moment she wanna sing birthday's song to her cousin...she was stop by her pig pig sister

& ask her 2 move forward n......she saw her birthday cake beside her cousin's cake! *Surprise

Thanks my aunt bought it for me! You really dote me dote everyone! Love U♥

Thanks my uncle for sponsor all the expenses of that day!

Thanks everyone!♥

Thanks uncle! 

*2nd Surprise...Thanks my lovely sanpat friends♥ - 8th June @SriPelangi

Mr. Leong was ask me go to their house eat Domino...caused of his birthday last few weeks ago..

So, I just go for the Domino.. haha XD

I din think much for that cause on his birthday that day he had said before he wanna eat and as his birthday's gift given by his dad.. 

but when I stand on their balcony then they gimme the cake! *touch

Thank you so muchie! love you guys!♥

Thanks lovely friends!♥

*3rd & 4th Surprise...Thanks TakMin & SiQuan n Robert - 9th June @PV10

00.00am sharp TakMin stand bhind me n call me "Happy Birthday" & gimme a box"

I opened the box....empty one but inside had a paper "可change取礼物证"

wahahaha XD Thanks ya TakMin!❤

door open....Robert accompany SC specially came 2 my house 4 gimme present!

They walk to PV10 by foot with umbrella cause was raining! Thanks so muchie friends!❤

*5th Surprise...Thanks H3/laoda - 9th June @TARC Block H

English class...I was do the memo composition and asking friend how to write it
Almost everyone was pass up dy.. So I was rushing to done it on that time..
My friend was stand opposite me so he had block the sight of the door

and a birthday's song start so I just look at my friends

I din notice that some of them was standing at the door

When I look around just notice that *touching man
3 special things appear in my eye
I never ever received the gift before
How nice of them How intimate of laoda!

Thanks my dear H3!❤
& sorry u guys plan 4 me but be scold by teacher

星星 爱心便当盒as birthday's cake♥
Thanks laoda who made it for me!

Nescafe Lunch box love Cutie egg♥
Thank you so muchie!

Thanks CheeLong bought me lolipop n made in flower shape
& Domo
although we just know each other few weeks
but you had gimme surprise too

*6th Surprise...Thanks my dear uncle & delivery from BatuPahat by my aunt

because of they don't know is my birthday so they rush for me! *touch

my aunt just back from BP then straight come to find me

actually she can straight back to her house one but she come specially and that was so late dy

Thanks aunt!

and thanks my uncle made "heart shape sushi" as birthday cake for me!

He was rush to do it and pass to my aunt! Thanks much much!

Thanks uncle! Thanks aunt!

*7th Surprise...Thanks my sanpat jimui/brother, housemate, HuiXin, YungChia, Robert!

I was going down to take something from my aunt

but I saw YungChia was waiting lift.. He said that he was come n find friend..

Well.. din care about tat cause I was rush to meet my aunt

after I back to house I saw somebody at my house and hide @kitchen.. Everlyn & CheeLong

all body come out 1 by 1..

Thanks friends!You guys din waste the time to plan it..

I din suspected at all XD

not I noob is I din think much k.. XD

Thanks friends for the planning gimme surprise!

Thanks you guys! Love U ❤

Thanks everyone!❤

THANK YOU SO MUCHIE, ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS!!!

LOVE U GUYS!❤

FRIENDSHIP LAST 4EVER❤

ALL THE BEST FOR YOU GUYS!